this is the BEST conclusion for me. Maya hasn't even told Nemu he loves him yet
I agree. Before, I thought, them breaking up to grow individually is the best choice. But now I changed my mind. I think there should be someone who will love nemu same as maya loves him. Not for maya to feel threatened or jealous.. but for nemu to realize that there's someone who would love him aside from maya. That he is worthy of loving... Nemu needs confidence..
Probably because Nemu or maya believes so is gay while Maya is not. Maya sees every guy that approach Nemu is a threat yet fail to see that guys can see him in that way. Maya really truly believes he won't ever feel anything toward a guy except for Nemu so all he sees is that other guys also treat him just as good friends. Nemu needs some self confidence tbh don't need anyone to love him but to know that he has his strong points as well. Sure maya is handsome and outgoing and etc but he also has things going on for him. Nemu feels that it's his first relationship yet Maya went out with a lot of people so far so he should know better but this is both of them real first love. Maya is just as inexperience in this.
I felt like Nemu is the only one getting conscious in their relationship. I mean sure, Maya gets jealous when some guy approaches Nemu but the guy sometimes isn't even interested in Nemu. While on the other hand, Maya is so oblivious to people who likes him. That's why Nemu is getting conscious about their relationship. What if he breaks up with me? What if he finds a guy better than me? I feel like that's the questions he always wonders. I want someone to like Nemu as much as Hideyuki does. Not for them to breakup but for Maya to realize the feeling of someone liking your lover as much as he does. It's obvious that Ruka likes Maya in a romantic way but Maya is blinded by their so-called friendship and couldn't possibly think that Ruka likes him. This is just my opinion, everyone has theirs and I respect that.