This is long, but.....

I see people talking a lot about how they don't like the mc. I mean I understand why he would like to buy the same clothes as john. Like lots of kids these days are very influenced by other popular beings and sorta aspire to be in their league hence the reason why people buy what others are wearing. Like for example you see lots of ads of famous people wearing specific items and, as a follower, when you buy these items and use them you somehow feel more connected to them. It's almost as if the space between both of you gets smaller. Also some people (like myself) still haven't found what our "style" or way of life is and so we live off of some influences we learn from characters, books, and people. However I feel as if the mc is lost. Like he had to work his but off and had to support his family while everyone his age where living life easy. He didn't have enough alone or enjoyment time to find out who he was. Instead all he had was a blog to look at. A blog of a life he perhaps wanted and therfore by almost being like John , he sorta did get that life or at least in his mind. That's sorta how I see. Like a little kid pretending to be like a superhero. But all this is different from how he steals inspiration. That's a whole different matter and perhaps the reason why it's so hard for him to be organic is because of how long he has spent looking at others instead of himself. All I hope is that later in the Web to on he can learn to be himself. Okay it's time for me to get my as to bed at 1:23 in the morn Hahah