that's pretty interesting. how are ppl more masochistic in your experience? I'd say they're more sadistic in general
What? Haha, no way. You need to look deeper into them
It's a true fact that masochists always receive more pleasure than sadists, during the play.
Some people just are bullies in general or acting tough but they want the opposite in real. Do you know that saying? "Treat people the way, you want to be treated." That's what they want, even though they might not even know that saying:)
I think I'm going insane. Or it could be i have clearer vision of world lol. Before i started getting into SM i saw things normally, things just happened and it didn't have any meaning, but this last years i've been just looking at people and realizing how many of them had sadistic or masochistic strikes in them (mostly masochistic). I started making up that kind of stories in my head with strangers or acquaintances who made that kind of vibe. Let me tell you, it's really funnn. Most of my days are spent in a daydream where I do terrible things to people. Well ofc not only in dreams, almost all of my presumptions about some people turned out right(don't ask about the presumptions which didn't turn out to be true lol).
So anyway, I was thinking, what would my life be right now, if I never happened to be an SMer, I just can't imagine what i'd think about, what i'd do, what joy or fun would i have in this world.
I bet if you read this till the end you'll think i'm a freak or a pervert, but pls don't hate me. I'm not even a mean person outside my.. "role" haha ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶