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Mark Lorenz February 2, 2018 3:25 am

I 've like this guy for a long time.. since 2nd yr. college to be exact. He was a seminarian and I'm the college eye candy that's not sociable but not alone.. The thing is my friend likes him and I'm closeted that time so I can't really tell it to anyone. My friend(girl) liked him so much that we often hang out at the cafe where he went. He was a quiet, bookish smart guy. He plays volleyball, he likes coffee, he often debates with someone. He's very philosophical.. He's older than me so eventually he graduated from the seminary and entered law school.. I was left out at college and I did not see or heard from him for a long long time. Then one day My friend who had a boyfriend that was a friend of the seminarian I liked said that he"the seminarian" had a crush on me during those times.. And I was like OMG OMG OMG -_- . But we never really had any connection to eachother.. so a year later I just saw that he added me on social media... and what do you know we became friends and started chatting.. knowing that he was my secret crush and I was also a crush of his back then.. somehow I just can't help but hope for something.. But it was too late he has a boyfriend.. but I just do notnget it. He says things like "I want to see you" "can you send a picture of you?" I dunno what I would think but for me it is safe to assume that he is flirting with me.. and me knowing that I like him I just dont know what to do.. I really want to make the conversation as normal as possible but he keeps on saying stuff like "you're cute", and "you know.. back then I actually liked you" He's kinda making me a 3rd party.. but.. i cant help but reply to him.. I never wanted and never planned on being one and were not even something that you could call a secret couple because all he does is sweet talk me.. one day.. he wanted us to meet together... I told him that I would never accepte a coffee date ever again because I freeze when someone is infront of me during dates and I run out of words.. then he told me "why don't we practice? us together I got you" ..anf ofc the hopeless me gave in.. and The day came and then when I got there I found out that he's just setting up a date for me and his other friend who liked me.. I felt like a fool deep inside.. I dunno up to this day sometimes he keeps on being a bridge between me and his friend..

*bows* sumimasen .. I shared this.. I just can't keep this all by myself.. I would also appreciate it if you could give me mangas that the seme likes someone else and the uke is cheering him for someone he likes..

Responses
    Three February 2, 2018 3:30 am

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    Erin ;D February 2, 2018 3:37 am

    Uff I needed my bed time yaoi story thanks you so much. And idk play it off and say “I’d rather go on date with you rather than your friends cause you’re way more fun to be around with.” And depending on the response you get. You can kind of gage on what to say next. let’s say you get flirty one flirt back if it’s not just say “ lol it was joke” always plan ahead buddy

    I know what you mean... February 2, 2018 3:39 am

    Omg something similar happened to me, I was set up by a guy friend, when actually I thought HE was the one flirting... my heart dropped to my stomach when I found out

    Like you, my online chatting persona is also a lot better than my live one...

    Anyways, try having a conversation with him to clear up misunderstanding and brush away any confusion, also if you don't like him setting you up. Just to make sure that you guys are on the same page :D

    Don't have a manga suggestion but I want to know if others know of a story like that too :)