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Meow May 7, 2017 3:00 am

For those who are downrating this manga because of infidelity and judging/hating on paul the professor, check yourself before you wreck yourself.

You can hate infidelity but unless you're a gay man born into a prestigiously wealthy family with suffocating standards to uphold, you don't know what it's like to be Paul. This is a man who did fall in love (with Danny in his past) and was willing to throw away everything - his reputation, his girlfriend, his family - to be with Danny. Instead Danny's a coward which is fine and he chooses to stay with his wife. People say Paul's a dick for trying to expose the affair which might be true but also a sign of how obsessed and in love he was with Danny.

So he gets his heart broken and ends up marrying Judy, one of his ex-girlfriends. He has a family and what's more important is that he doesn't LEAVE them. Everyone shits on him for cheating but up until this point, Paul's only been physically unfaithful to Judy. Romantically and emotionally, his wife and his daughter are his #1 priority and he even says it to Jonathan, the student he's sleeping with. He vows to never let it be known that he's gay because he doesn't want to ever hurt his family. Paul's the very definition of a loyal husband ESPECIALLY because he's gay and he has always been gay. He could've easily destroyed this family, left with some hot pool boy and never looked back - but he doesn't. He stays with his family, lies about his identity, squashes any romantic feelings he might have for a man - but y'all gonna judge him because he gets his rocks off with different men? Paul is such, such, SUCH a complex character and ofc he is far from perfect, but he's also not this cruel, unfaithful devil of a man who lies to his wife and daughter because he just feels like it. His only flaw (and can you really call it a flaw?) is that he married a woman he cared for but knew he couldn't sexually/physically love. So honestly, it's really quite understandable why he has to have affairs. Like let the man have something ok, he's already given up true love for this family LET HIM AT LEAST GET LAID AND ENJOY SEX EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.

Ok this is such a long and probably unnecessary review but I am in love with this manga and this mangaka who has so beautifully captured a story. This manga is so amazing and literally breaks all stereotypes about bl manga. It is so fucking REALISTIC and that is something you never see in yaoi. Bless, bless, bless this manga it is way too underrated, my heart is broken that it hasn't updated in six hundred years BUT i would 10/10 recommend people reading this!!

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    Anonymous May 7, 2017 3:22 am

    I ll give u thumb up if i had an account. This is what ive wanted to said to anybody who start discussion in horrible way to Paul. But here, my english is not that great and im loving u to tell other this!