I'm so fuuuuuhhhcking mad

I really want him to think she is dead. like a gruesome scene with a fake body blood everywhere as tho she slit her wrists. Like I want him to feel so intensely uncomfortable he throws up. I've never been one to approve of others threatening folks with their suicide but he deserves to believe its his fault she killed herself. I hate him, I hate him I hate him I hate him so bad