I wish he didn't say not completely the first i wanted him to tell the seme it's his first...

I wish he didn't say not completely the first i wanted him to tell the seme it's his first time bottoming but hes a top fucking around before it just sounds like he's got butt fucked before because he was ambiguous (next chapter seme says something that shows he thinks uke has fucked around like that) I want him to know he's the first inside that big juicy vulumptious ass but from the raws it seems that never happens