I'll consider this whole story to have been a waste of time. I thought he was a violently obsessive and loyal yandere... that was whole appeal of the character. 19+ isn't a normal bed scene like an R rated movie, it's xxx/p***. Being a p***star during years of literal no contact is sooo far opposite of that, I would feel like the author spit on the readers. Skinship is stuff like hugging and maybe acting out kissing, I understand, but no sane person assumes an actor's skinship means ACTUAL INTERCOURSE.
This, to me, is like if he's been hooking up though the years "but it's fine because there weren't feelings" or something. If he isn't literally insane levels of obsessively loyal, none of the toxic behavior holds any appeal anymore... he's just your typical trash boyfriend... those things are everywhere already. Ugh, I swear, if he really did that scene... UUUGH.
I'll consider this whole story to have been a waste of time. I thought he was a violently obsessive and loyal yandere... that was whole appeal of the character. 19+ isn't a normal bed scene like an R rated movie, it's xxx/p***. Being a p***star during years of literal no contact is sooo far opposite of that, I would feel like the author spit on the readers. Skinship is stuff like hugging and maybe acting out kissing, I understand, but no sane person assumes an actor's skinship means ACTUAL INTERCOURSE.
This, to me, is like if he's been hooking up though the years "but it's fine because there weren't feelings" or something. If he isn't literally insane levels of obsessively loyal, none of the toxic behavior holds any appeal anymore... he's just your typical trash boyfriend... those things are everywhere already. Ugh, I swear, if he really did that scene... UUUGH.