d1 hating

i don’t care what anyone says, i really disliked this manga. everyone is so shallow and boring. especially shiina. her whole thing is literally just “boohoo look at me everyone! im obsessed with the idea of death” and it’s genuinely for no reason. like ok hoe we get it. i thought that maybe there’d be an understandable explanation later on in the manga as to why she idolizes death so much but there isn’t. what’s even worse is the fact that she just dragged the ML into her bullshit and traumatized him further. the only characters who actually made sense to me was kaede and shiina’s childhood friend. despite what kaede was going through she didn’t drag the ML into any of her problems and truly only wanted what was best for him. i hate how the author tried to portray shiina’s childhood friend as a selfish person when she too only wanted what was best for the person she cared for (shiina). she wanted shiina to get better, she wanted her to live. that’s what real love looks like.