This is just my interpretation, but I think ever since he realized he's falling for Doumeki and kicked him out of his group. Yashiro has just been having sex with others to pretend that he's okay in a "this is how I've always done it, nothing changed" kind of way. I don't know if he ever really enjoyed it, but he was getting hard with others before he first slept with Doumeki.
Yeah I reread ch 29 and it said something about
Him feeling hurt by the sex, so he didn’t enjoy it. And he wants other to violate him and hurt him basically. I forgot what trauma he has though?
He was SAed at young/teen age. I don't remember was it by his friends or older family member. After that he became promiscuous and got involved with delinquents and yakuza. I think the psychological trauma from SA is the cause of his ED (can't get up, can't feel pleasure from s3x). But instead of staying away from s3x he do the opposite instead, which is doing it excessively.
Okay that makes so much more sense, victims tend to be hyper sexual or something seeking in sex to relive the trauma or something. And what do you mean the bottom has ED? I thought he got hard before Doumeki came into his life? And then he started to lose it for the others and only hard with Doumeki?
He was a masochist, he used to enjoy rough sex he even used to get hard and "finish. He became a masochist because he was repeatedly r worded as a child into his teenage years by a man (i beleive it was his mothers boyfriend). But after sleeping with Domeki and being R-worded the second time (between this volume and last) he became impotent.
Why the quotations for finish. And he became impotent after being raped by Doumeki? I thought it said that he couldn’t get hard with others except for Doumeki(?) or at least from what I read, it was in the 40s or 50s range. He seeked sex with man named Ryuuzaki I think and had sex roughly like before, but he didn’t have a hard on.
Cause volume 9 CH 56, Doumeki asks why he can’t get hard for others except him. And when you say between this volume, I assume 9, and future volume? So he is raped by Doumeki or another person and becomes impotent again? Unable to get it up anymore? Fuck
WTF? Doumeki never raped Yashiro, actually the only person he can feel pleasure while having sex is Doumeki
Nope, Yashiro, although he engaged in excessive, hardcore s3x, he never got hard before Doumeki. It's not an instant thing with Doumeki tho. For the first few times.. Yashiro had oral s3x (BJ) with Doumeki without getting hard. But as he got closer with Doumeki, and started to have feelings towards Doumeki, Yashiro started to get hard during love making.
Yeah so I was confused when the othe person said by Doumeki and he was raped, maybe bad wording so I asked
Never got hard with others? But I thought he did at the beginning at least?
Ohh wait wait I messed up.. haha Doumeki was the one who got ED.. sorry sorry. At first he still didn't get hard on when Yashiro gave him BJ.. then he started to get hard.
I remember Yashiro also have ED but I don't remember when he started to have ED. Gotta reread the few first volumes of this Manga
Lmao yeah but I still don’t think Yashiro truly enjoyed the sex he’s had with others, mainly cause he did it out of trauma. While his body may enjoy it at times, the fact that he wants it rough and excessive says it for me
My bad didnt mean to qoute finish but yashiro definitely got hard and even orgasmed with men in the past. I think in volume 1 or 2 when him and ryuuzaki where having sex against the window in his office. Yashiro talks about wanting to cum before they were interupted. And no Domeki never raped yashiro. Domeki and yashiro had the emotional sex in volume 5. But yashiro was raped again by an unknown man, he talks about it in vol 7 chapter 47, yashiro mentioned he was raped again when he was alone one day.
Haha no yashiro used to get hard all the time. Yashiro didnt become impotent until AFTER him and Domeki had the emotional sex in volume 5 ch 25 . Yashiro explains he thinks it happened after his and domeki first time(vol 5) and after he was raped as an adult (read volume 7 chapter 47) Yashiro said even though he has tryed to get it up with customers and other men he became impotent. Yashiro has only been impotent for the past 4 years or so but after having sex with D again (vol 7) he finds that being with Domeki has cured his impotence.
If you can find that chapter vol 1 or 2, let me know. And okay, all of this is quite confusing lool. But after your second reply it makes sense. So 4 years he’s been impotent after. So it’s because of the rapist?
Yeah, hes with Domeki here but Yashiro gets hard in vol 1 chapter 3(comes while giving Domeki head), and chapter 5. In volume 2 he's clearly hard while having sex with Ruuzaki at the end of chapter 5 and chapter 6 he tells the main guy he didnt stop fucking Ruuzaki cause he wanted to come first. Even when Yashiro's much younger in vol 2 chapter 10, hes able to get hard to have sex with the woman in the 3 some. He even says "naturally i get hard".
Yashiro was def hyper sexual due to his trauma and now he’s not but he is at the same time
I remember that Yashiro doesn’t feel pleasure when doing it with others? Or does he? Is he a masochist? He does it to hurt himself? And doesn’t really feel pleasure?
And I also remember him having hard ons mainly with Doumeki. It’s been a while so yeah.