does anyone want to explain to me what’s going on 😭 i feel like i haven’t read it i...

It’s so hard to follow the story, mostly the yakuza part

it's quite hard to follow the yakuza story, but no kageyama (glasses guy) does not like doumeki, in fact, it was doumeki who asks yashiro is he was in love with kageyama at the very beginning of volume 1 after seeing yashiro interact with the doctor one time and hit the nail on the head. after looking at kageyama, yashiro is reminded of
the time when doumeki asked him such stupid questions and read him like a book

This chapter brings a lot of threads together between what happened four years prior and the present. Yashiro and the Doc (glasses guy) are best friends since their school days. Yashiro did like him, romantically, for a long time until he fell in love with Doumeki. Since Yashiro worked so hard to push Doumeki away four years prior to keep him safe, because he would not be able to stand losing him due to the yakuza lifestyle. Doc is concerned for Yashiro, as his friend, when he finds out Doumeki is back in his life. Especially knowing that Yashiro failed to keep him out of the yakuza. On a side note the guy who shows up when they're with the Doc is his boyfriend. They have their own oneshot.
On the yakuza side Yashiro's boss reacts the way he does for the same reason. He had to harshly refuse Doumeki becoming a member of his group, at Yashiro request, and here he finds out he's with a different group. Doumeki's current boss is interested because he can sense there is something deeper going on between Yashiro and Doumeki, one of his best enforcers, other than just being an old underling that had not been fully brought into their group. He basically needs to be sure of Doumeki's loyalty to him and his new crew when shit hits the fan. Which is why he goes to Yashiro's boss asking why he's involving himself by sending Yashiro to look for the missing guy. Their groups are not connected but they do have a cordial understanding with each other. We find out about the hijacked guns and the real reason Yashiro was sent to another groups turf to investigate.
It's convoluted but that plotline simplified is this: Doumeki's boss had an unaffiliated underling who was too ambitious and acted behind his back and also stole from him. So he cuts his face and sends him packing. Said underling, through his brother kidnaps the bosses daughter, who Doumeki saves, which gets Doumeki into the group fully, hence the tattoo.The bad guy is trying to end Doumeki's boss I think because his brother gets killed, I don't fully remember. We don't know yet what his full plan is, so far we find out they hijacked an arms deal Yashiro's boss was undertaking. Which is how Yashiro ends up reuniting with Doumeki.
Now Doumeki and Yashiro are still in love, which is why they can't keep away from each other. Neither of them are voicing their feelings because, you know it's part of the drama, but I'm pretty sure Doumeki is aware of Yashiro's feelings. The problem is that they are in different groups and Doumeki is keenly aware that if he pushes too hard Yashiro will run away. Plus he also has a whole lot of other responsibilities with his chosen family. I think he became a fully affiliated yakuza with another group to stay somewhat connected to Yashiro's world, but it became a fuck you as well to spite him for pushing him away. Which is why he's so harsh with Yashiro in the beginning. It chaged everything once he found out that although Yashiro was still getting used as an onahole he wasn't getting any satisfaction from it (i.e his ED) but he was getting hard for him. What is more romantic than only being able to get hard for you?

Thanks everyone

Thanks for explaining so well!! I read every chapter that comes out but I was lost, now I understand the Yakuza drama better

thanks for explaining the story finally makes sense