thank god i reread this manga, because im definitely can see myself like as the main leads.
back when i was sixteen i have liked this guy for a very long time, i thought maybe if we become friends he might learn to like me too, i was so naive that i prayed to god to reciprocate my love for him. every year as i grow older our friendship become better too, thus my love for him grow and grow. i keep lying to myself that he will like me back. until one day i realized that he liked someone from the past and can't move on. i was so hurt that i can't even confess my love to him. i was naive and hurt that i had to choose myself. i asked him to be no longer my friend. i had to choose myself this time. and later, i found out that him and the girl he liked back then was already together. i tried to move on by being in a relationship but ended up hurting someone in the process. but then idk why, why im a still hopeful even though i know that we're not destined to each other. idk why im still waiting for a miracle to happen that one time we might see each other on the places i know. i know he already forward with life yet im still here feeling the void of my decision and even hurt someone in the process. i was clinging to the past where i was hoping that we will end up together. i was sixteen back then and im turned twenty-two now, i reread this and i think im ready to move forward. if akira did not looked back after the train passed, i guess the guy i loved did also the same.
thank god i reread this manga, because im definitely can see myself like as the main leads.
back when i was sixteen i have liked this guy for a very long time, i thought maybe if we become friends he might learn to like me too, i was so naive that i prayed to god to reciprocate my love for him. every year as i grow older our friendship become better too, thus my love for him grow and grow. i keep lying to myself that he will like me back.
until one day i realized that he liked someone from the past and can't move on. i was so hurt that i can't even confess my love to him. i was naive and hurt that i had to choose myself. i asked him to be no longer my friend. i had to choose myself this time. and later, i found out that him and the girl he liked back then was already together. i tried to move on by being in a relationship but ended up hurting someone in the process. but then idk why, why im a still hopeful even though i know that we're not destined to each other. idk why im still waiting for a miracle to happen that one time we might see each other on the places i know. i know he already forward with life yet im still here feeling the void of my decision and even hurt someone in the process. i was clinging to the past where i was hoping that we will end up together. i was sixteen back then and im turned twenty-two now, i reread this and i think im ready to move forward. if akira did not looked back after the train passed, i guess the guy i loved did also the same.
to you i have loved so much, thank you.