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I guess this is a story about a resilient guy not giving up on the person he loves, but please, if being with the person you like hurts this much take a step back. No one should suffer for another person, take some time to think if it’s worth hurting this much, and if you’re strong enough to deal with it. Take care of yourself! >.<
Toto, i hope you are doing well! Sorry for your loss :(
I also lost my ex due to suicide, grieving someone as special as a lover is extremely difficult and takes time as it usually does while grieving anyone in your life. I kinda related to Muwan, I also dropped every hobby or interest we had in common, anyone who looks slightly similar to them triggers me; At the same time I unconsciously feel attracted to people who remind me of them, it might be selfish and probably self-destructive, but I think I’ll look for them in other people for a long time (as I’ve done for the past 3 years). I’m not trying to justify his actions, or mine since they are similar, dating someone who’s still grieving a lover is -in my opinion- a very selfless act, and anyone who is in that kind of relationship should know how hard it is and how much mental strength it takes to help that person you like to heal. I guess I got kind of confused or even a bit sad when I saw how many people wanted Muwan to keep suffering after this story(considering how many others are in this kind of situation)…