bye this is my longest comment on this website; i’m so ill over this story
thank you, you helped me understand the situation better..!! could you please tell me where to read the novel ? thanks!
It's my favourite comment
You can just @ me /j
No but as someone who didn’t read the novel I was just desperate for some sexy time with them finally, BUT thank you for explaining
don’t worry based on the novel next season will start immediately with 2 actually hot sex scenes. they have sex for like 3 days in the hotel
ofc, i think reading the whole novel will help understand the overall plot and characters so much better since there’s a lot more details in it !!!
here’s a link i saw someone share in the comments from ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49075564/chapters/123812377
Ayeeee thank you sm gonna read it rn
thanks dear^^
i see some people saying this sex scene they waited so long for didn’t live up to their expectations (which, an odd thing to say i guess) buuuuut as someone who has read the novel, i think this scene was done in a quick “flashback” way bc it wasn’t really like a special moment for yohan in terms of his relationship with jay. like it obviously is but yohan used having sex with jay as “punishment” or an excuse to cry over his wrong doings, esp in regards to his family. he did this as well when they had sex the first time so many years ago. he’s always felt he didn’t deserve to cry for his family as he caused the mess in the first place
after the scene with the director, yohan truly feels like he wants to be alive, which is something he feels he doesn’t deserve to do. which is why he mentioned in that scene as well that after paying his debt off, he used revenge as an excuse to live. this changes of course, but he feels bad for wanting to live just for the sake of wanting to live. i genuinely think yohan is one of my favorite BL characters ive read; hes so complex in everything he thinks and does. seeing his character develop is my favorite part of this story (╥﹏╥)
there will also be more intimate moments of the couple besides this one as well as some cute moments (*cough the jealous jay scene not too long after this; ALSO THE HOSPITAL SCENE MY GOD WHEN I SAY I CRIED A RIVER) there’s still so much more to see of them, i’m exited to see the rest of the novel adapted┗( T﹏T )┛