was he thinking the ring wasn't for him?! his way of thinking is so confusing!
No, he knew. That's why he cleared his schedule a few chapters ago.I think seme is saying he was scared of the darker parts of himself that wants to keep uke chained up against uke's will.
I think he thought the ring was from somebody else.
was he thinking the ring wasn't for him?! his way of thinking is so confusing!