Bro what I still dont understand whats exactly disgusting like the sex? The kissing? The whole beinga couple thing??? Im so lost
In my personal opinion, all of it. Everything. Its all kinda icky. But when you get along with someone and trust them it becomes less icky and maybe even enjoyable lol
Yeah I find sex to be so overrated personally. It's not actually that great, lovey dovey couple stuff is so cringe and imagining myself doing that grosses me out majorly lmfao. Even kissing or holding hands in public embarassed tf outta me. So yeah, that's all...kinda disgusting lol.
I AM also a sex-averse asexual so that plays a huge part lol
Fair, personally I find Saliva gross so kissing is weird and icky to me. Holding hands and cheek kisses and conversations are what I personally enjoy, I like when a person is honest and we can talk and connect and learn from each other. In comparison, sex and intimacy are always weird to me. Both because humans are icky and because I generally have major trust issues. Public shows of affection are also just not my thing at all. Like, I feel awkward when I see couples kissing and cuddling and stuff. I don't know how to react to them. Hugs or holding hands is okay in public but kissing is odd to me. I don't wanna see that nor show people that.
Oh thats cool but i meant in the story
Yeah no we get it. We mean to say that he probably thought those things himself hence "its so disgusting" lol
I mean i enjoy that stuff but doing it infont of others is js embarassing
Agreed hahaha
Oh I see thanks i was js confused because i didnt really see him dislike the sex itself in the story haha ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Nah but he easily gets embarassed by intimacy and never says the words i like you or i love you. It fits his character well haha
Um, I don't know if you are on the ace spectrum but if you are not sure/don't even know I'd recommend to look into demisexuality (coming from a demisexual) What you said really hits home for me at least-
Haha ikr. That's why I mentioned I was asexual in a previous comment. @BigBanana sounds like she's in the ace spectrum. I gave up on demisexuality though. I relate more with grey-ace
Damn didn't read the other comments my bad-
Though... Ace gang rise up (???
Ch7. As soon as he said 'Thats kinda disgusting' I fell in love. YES. FAIR. I agree. lol. He loves Renji ma boi so they do that stuff and he enjoys it and all that but intimacy and kissing and all that weird shit is TOTALLY kinda disgusting. First time I have related to a sentence so hard.
I might just be thinking of his words in the wrong way but, if so, until ch8 comes out, that sentence is my favorite sentence.