throwing up

i’ve been holding the fact that i want to throw up… the ml is just so f-cking manipulative and scary, i truly feel guilty for the mc because he’s just getting dragged into the ml’s actions… he can’t even stand up for himself nor do whatever he wants because the ml will always mess up with him or do whatever he pleases. like… he was genuinely scared that he just tried to stick with the situation and keep going on like that—even if all he felt was discomfort and was unsure about their relationship. the ml doesn’t even care about consent, as he will find a way to manipulate the mc. bad idea to reread, I’ve changed my perspective about this type of genre, and i’m sick to my stomach seriously …