I wish I had a big daddy fuck friend

I've always wanted to fuck someone as handsome and packed as the seme, but sadly that's very unachievable. The only time I can explore such sexual desires is at night time through astral projection. When I leave my body, I visit my neighbour and jerk off to him. He looks like Andrew Tate, but he is from Iran. He also has hair, so he looks like the Seme from this manwha. I have no friends so I am quite lonely. I too would like to stroll around at night with my neighbour one day.