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My thoughts..

pinkbunny August 19, 2023 10:13 am

We’ve had a scene where we find out that the top has a type (I’m not sure why the author did that, but okay). Based on what happened, the top’s type is the bottom and his father because they look alike (only difference is in the aging).

Is it wrong to have a type? No. But it does beg for curiosity whether our bottom is a replacement for his sexual fantasy or he’s truly in love with him.

Now, we had our bottom blushing for the top’s dad, which paralleled to the top blushing and masturbating to the bottom’s father.

However, I must remind now that there are two instances where the bottom plays on the top’s feelings. The first one might not be considered that much (the one where he installed the gay app and found the top on there to meet with).

The second is the recent chapter in which, they recently got out of an argument. The top confessed his feelings clearly, so the bottom can’t say he doesn’t know. He knows it but he doesn’t want to acknowledge it, which is fine temporarily but it becomes questionable when he finally gave in and had sex with the top.

Now, the line between the two is blurred. They’ve crossed from being normal friends. The bottom had sex with the top knowing he’s got feelings for him, and the top still doesn’t know whether the bottom feels the same.

In this chapter, even if he doesn’t have a sense of obligation, but he betrays the top’s feelings by searching for another guy instead of talking it out with him.

I think, the top had sexual fantasies of his father’s fancy, however it wasn’t love. He came to develop feelings for the bottom. And as of now, ever since the masturbation episode, he hasn’t acted out to betray his feelings which could give the bottom mixed signals.

What the bottom is doing is clearly giving mixed signals towards the top. Like, he clearly knows how the other feel and they fucked, yet he’s searching for another guy to get down with.

Put yourself in a situation where, you confessed to your crush and in the heat of the moment, you guys have sex. Next day, you find out they’re making out with someone else. How would you feel?

For me, the masturbation scene wasn’t a big deal because it was an act of one person. He wasn’t going to snatch his father’s partner and kissed him. His morality might not be super high but he knows where to draw boundaries. It’s fucked up he masturbated to his dad fucking his newfound crush’s dad, but this was before they met. If he did it after he confessed, then that would be more fucked up.

The clash here seems to be one person might be replacing his forbidden sexual fantasy with his newfound crush versus one person trying to replace his current acquaintance who he’s intimate with and been confessed to, actually going to find new people.

True that they’re both single and it depends on morality but the bottom has stuff to answer for after getting confessed and had sex. I know a counter argument could be made that it’s just sex with no strings attached, but this wasn’t the case as they both didn’t approach each other with that in mind. One clearly has feelings, so sex friends is out of the equation.

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