I need to know what this was cause I remember it but can't find it anywhere there was a BL...

I need to know what this was cause I remember it but can't find it anywhere there was a BL I read a while ago and it was in all black and white and in the first chapter I think? The MC is walking and there's a guy high up in an apartment smoking a cigarette and then he messes with him acting like he's gonna fall off the balcony but doesn't actually. One of the things I remember was like when they were having sex there would always be an odd amount of feet pics like idk if it was just me but there were a little too many. Can do eone tell my what this was? I know that's not a lot of info but I've been thinking about it for a while and just realized comments were back please tell me if you know anything you think might be it. Tbh I don't remember anything from it