It is about seme lost his memory about uke and loves uke again when see him, but the uke tries to avoid seme because uke does not want seme to remember him again and live a normal life.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kowagaranai_de_soba_ni_ite/ ?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/false_memories_lee_gpiee/maybe??
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kowagaranai_de_soba_ni_ite/
Yes, this is it. Thank you!
It is about seme lost his memory about uke and loves uke again when see him, but the uke tries to avoid seme because uke does not want seme to remember him again and live a normal life.