y’all her thoughts got a bit lost in the translation but FROM THE NOVEL SPOILERS
she was never considering the affair. she only thought that if he supposedly liked her why would he put her in a position where only she would get hurt? she’s realizing now that the man she put on a pedestal isn’t all that good while the man she was intimidated of is actually very kind and affectionate. she was in shock mostly but disgusted and wanted to get away from the prince.
y’all her thoughts got a bit lost in the translation but FROM THE NOVEL SPOILERS
she was never considering the affair. she only thought that if he supposedly liked her why would he put her in a position where only she would get hurt? she’s realizing now that the man she put on a pedestal isn’t all that good while the man she was intimidated of is actually very kind and affectionate. she was in shock mostly but disgusted and wanted to get away from the prince.