Responses
I have to rely on my memory for this one so it's not accurate. I think it's because he always gave bad luck to humans so he has been avoiding them for the bad luck and this has been going on for a couple hundred years. Uhh I guess he just doesn't value his life and have a purpose anymore. With confessing his love to Qiqi and then like suiciding afterwards was because before killing himself, he didn't want to regret not telling Qiqi about his love sooo yea. This probably doesn't make sense, sorry!
If the guy went to heaven just to tell blondie he likes him, which he didnt have to stay so long for btw, why the hell does he want to kill himself?? Maybe I missed something. Can anyone clear this up?