Well he was convinced he wasn’t good for anything and was paying back Fumi for “saving” him even if it meant being put into such dangerous situations because of how manipulative that bastard was and is to everyone there working for him. I mean he mentioned a squad meanin there are others just like the uke being used like this by fumi
Still he is a grown up living and working man on a society who have a full access of freedom and internet, he can't be that stupid not knowing that he been used after that ito or whoever client who rape him and the way fumi say "call me when he do something" omg he's not a cave man who living under the rock being kidnapped from the world,, it's just the way the author creat him as a completely idiot pain me
I hate it when the author made the uke stupidly idiot like that,, who tf in the world would be that stupid give his body so easly not knowing that he been use as a rape target multiple time,, anyway fumi deserve hell,, fuck him,,,