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very anonymous May 28, 2021 9:44 pm

You know I turned 18 today. I am not much of a birthday guy, I don't care who celebrates it or not. But I always celebrate other's birthdays even though my memory is the worst. I don't care but I had expectations. So I sat on my phone waiting for the messages. It's my 18th birthday it is a little bit special than the other ages for me. two of them congratulated me and one of them is not even that close with me(don't get me wrong I am VERY grateful for them and 3 of my friends made me a surprise party(a small one I promise, we are in a pandemic) so I love them all) I have a friend since 3rd grade and we were pretty close. She has a boyfriend now and we aren't that close anymore, I mean we always talk like we are but I don't feel like it anymore(it's her boyfriend ofc she will spend a lot of time talking with him and I am very happy she has him cause I don't talk that much, she talks a lot so she has someone to talk with and she is happy so that's all that matters at the end). It just hurts a little. My mental health isn't in a good condition and I needed her to text me. They probably fall asleep cause they don't want to fuck up their sleeping schedules, or they forget I don't blame them I always forget things. I KNOW THIS IS JUST A NORMAL DAY AND I FEEL GUILTY WRITING THIS, I WOULD NEVER EVER IMAGINE WRITING SOMETHING LIKE THIS, JUST THE IDEA MAKES ME CRINGE. I guess being anonymous helps a lot. But still, I can't help but feel a little sad. That's it, just wanted to write what I feel to feel better. Thanks for reading(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Responses
    bimi May 28, 2021 9:47 pm

    its okay babe ur feelings are valid

    bimi May 28, 2021 9:50 pm

    also Happy birthday!!

    abistarcrafter May 28, 2021 9:52 pm

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BESTIE. I"m so sorry that you feel like that but I hope you the best of days today. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    another love May 28, 2021 9:52 pm

    I am a just a stranger to you but i wish you an happy 18th birthday! It sure means a lot, so enjoy a lot of love from someone somewhere in this world!

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 9:59 pm

    thank you so much guys, you cant even imagine how this makes me feel. who could have imagined someday strangers will make me feel like this. I'm not crying, its just a dust

    wish i were heather May 28, 2021 9:59 pm

    First, happiest birthday love and second i’m sorry that i’m bad at this but here’s a virtual huggie from me

    4everdumb May 28, 2021 10:01 pm

    Happy Birthday! It’s a special day for you so take care of yourself and relax, enjoy some cake or eat something you like :) I hope your relationship works out! And if doesn’t, don’t worry! The most important thing isn’t taking care of yourself

    4everdumb May 28, 2021 10:01 pm
    Happy Birthday! It’s a special day for you so take care of yourself and relax, enjoy some cake or eat something you like :) I hope your relationship works out! And if doesn’t, don’t worry! The most import... 4everdumb

    *is taking care of yourself

    wish i were heather May 28, 2021 10:03 pm

    WAIT WHERE’S THE REST OF MY MESSAGES&:&/&/&-@-@-@
    Just lemme write it again damn
    I’m sure that your friend is luckiest to have you in her life like you’re even concerned about her happiness and stuff and that’s totally amazing you’re such a nice person
    Please enjoy your day to the fullest because you deserve to be happy today and every day (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:09 pm
    WAIT WHERE’S THE REST OF MY MESSAGES&:&/&/&-@-@-@Just lemme write it again damn I’m sure that your friend is luckiest to have you in her life like you’re even concerned about her happiness... wish i were heather

    thank youu ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ Your friend is so lucky to have you. I really appreciate it. here is the virtual hug

    Vee May 28, 2021 10:11 pm

    Reading this paragraph was well worth it, and I hope you feel better— like the person above stated, your sentiments are really genuine, and I'm sure you handled it far better than anybody could,, I don't know you well, but your mental and physical well is really important!!! You must be strong and hopeful for the greater good (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Also, congrats on your 18th birthday!!! It's a significant deal to become that old, and it's a huge event in your life, so happy birthday again!! You're a strong guy!

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:11 pm
    Happy Birthday! It’s a special day for you so take care of yourself and relax, enjoy some cake or eat something you like :) I hope your relationship works out! And if doesn’t, don’t worry! The most import... 4everdumb

    Thank youu so muchh I don't remember the last time I was this happy

    ♡´・ᴗ・`♡ May 28, 2021 10:13 pm

    i’m so sorry :/ happy birthday ily <3

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:15 pm

    I wish I could show you all how much this means to me. I am crying because I am so happy. I wish eveyone the greatest years and best ages. Thank you soo much (/TДT)/

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:20 pm
    Reading this paragraph was well worth it, and I hope you feel better— like the person above stated, your sentiments are really genuine, and I'm sure you handled it far better than anybody could,, I don't know... Vee

    No matter what I write, it won't be enough to express how I feel reading this. Thank you so much. I don't even know you but I still feel like this. Humans are surely amazing

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:21 pm
    i’m so sorry :/ happy birthday ily <3 ♡´・ᴗ・`♡

    i love youu<3<3

    Vee May 28, 2021 10:27 pm
    No matter what I write, it won't be enough to express how I feel reading this. Thank you so much. I don't even know you but I still feel like this. Humans are surely amazing very anonymous

    Your manner with words makes me feel extremely warm and wonderful; you are a really kind person, and I hope you are aware of this! The fact that you are responding to all of these comments and expressing gratitude makes me wonder how many rare gems like you are out there <3

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:47 pm
    Your manner with words makes me feel extremely warm and wonderful; you are a really kind person, and I hope you are aware of this! The fact that you are responding to all of these comments and expressing gratit... Vee

    I hope you realize you are like the rarest gems ever. I don't know why but I feel like I am talking to a someone I know for a long time. I just wish we could have met and hang out. Maybe in our next life. I love you<3

    4everdumb May 28, 2021 10:52 pm

    Omfg y’all are so cute consnxoxndnskskk

    very anonymous May 28, 2021 10:56 pm

    also, if anyone has something going on with their lives and needs to talk with someone can write me. And because we are anonymous here it's so much easier to talk. I can assure you that sharing with someone makes the problem look so much smaller. I was sad a moment ago and look at me now. crying from happiness.