The thing is, she didn't do any mistake in her previous life? Because she did so well that it ended like the novel, not like other stories who say that they are going to follow the story then end up changing it 180, she did everything and ended it the "correct" way. So in this life she is truly being herself and trying to figure out how she will live her limited life, she is not 100% trying to make him a trying to make him a tyrant because she already did it in the last life. Also I feel like the only way he became a tyrant is when she died, not any other action she did before taking the responsibility of the emperor murder and dying. ~.~
How we know she didn’t make mistake?
I have few novels I love and re-read from time to time, but I don’t remember all details (especially tiny ones). I don’t blame her for being sure she did her role 100%, but I think she failed cuz of emotions, probably she was light-hearted in playing her role since she knew plot. For example, even small change in facial expression can fail a moment in certain way, misunderstanding may arise and person will think “ah, she is not bad, she does that for me” thus creating situation in which ML gets fond of her.
I also don’t blame her for not remembering how things went thru in first life (hell, I don’t remember my own and we talk about life which she lived to just go back). I am upset that she is not conscious of her surrounding and plot from her failure even smallest upgrade in personality will suffice. Since I didn’t read further chapter 11, idk if she went thru research of so called ‘God’ or decided to change plot after all. That’s why I am not dropping it yet and put on-hold, I need more chapters to see.
I am at chapter 11, but I don’t feel like continuing (maybe will stock chapters and see if anything changes). So far I am not fond of this MC, you all call her ‘dense’ (and I like dense charas), but I feel she just runs away from problems pretending not to see them. We know she already followed plot once and it’s okay if at first time you didn’t take it seriously (put all effort), but everyone tends to work on their mistakes after first time (especially if it concerns your own life like in this case). You may not remember everything, but you still learn smth and even tho she was with ML her whole prev. life, she just.... *sigh* It’s tiring to read.
I am dense person myself, but I would totally notice if my family or close friends change their personality or habits, I would be curious and worried.
Also her way of pushing ML on tyrant path are so childish, it’s not cute or funny.... She doesn’t need to be an Oscar level actress, but to be that bad.... it’s degradation.