this is insane. i started to read this because it reminded me of another manwha i love but...

this is insane. i started to read this because it reminded me of another manwha i love but this is completely different. i did not expect to be thrown into a whirlwind of drama and emotions from this hahaaaa.. i am so adamant on one thing: youjian is absolute trash. yes, he has an ED. yes, he may have some past trauma that he hasn't worked through. but so do i and many others and that is NOT an excuse for acting like a fucking dick! you expect everything to go your way just because everything is quiet and calm for once and maybe you think you're the shit now because you cut your hair and you're "hot" but you're a fucking dick youjian! you use and manipulate and abuse everyone you fucking know and it's inane! this man is .... my least favourite seme character ive ever come across (apart from that fucking cunt of a guy from kiss me liar) he takes everything he has for granted and never takes anyone's emotions seriously and our uke is drowning in his own problems and emotions! in conclusion to my rant, i have no idea what youjian is thinking currently but i am invested and also even if he gets a redemption arc i am NEVER forgetting how much of a fucking dick he is/was