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really !! then i should have been Hamin's MOM he can even drop school if he wants i don't caaaaare it is not like we will be rich if we studied really hard , reach people didn(t even study ; and again i don't really think that the main reason of him killing himself is only that thing but maybe he had depression bcz depressed people can't handle anything everything seems really big and overwhelming in thier eyes i pray they find salvation, i'm not sure but i saw something when he was hugging the girl someone saw them maybe he had some issues in the school too , i mean the boy had no real friends too ; poor him T-T cruel author nim, why a suicide in peacful webtooon
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I meant ch43 my bad. Yeah he could drop it but the problem is his mother would try to pressure Jaemin instead that was shown too. Hamin decided to study hard for his younger sibling sake *sob*. There is still Hamin's notes that will reveal the other reasons that made him ending his life *sight* I thing this webtoon should be called seasons of pain instead ╥﹏╥
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ikr i wish there were no arc about him , why killing him and giving him an arc , i can't stop thinking that he was there and then gone T-T, i mean i was said when Jaemin told Bomi that he has a borther who is dead but knowing about the details just hurt so muuuch, I love Hamin so much T-T why a nice boy is deaaaaad T-T
it hurts bcz we all know that Hamin is dead, he will not return no matter what, he left a lot of sadness behind him, his family and the girl sure misses him so much, but i think it is no one's fault, it was his choice, despite having a girll who loves him a brother and a kind mother whom I'm sure she is better than Bomi's mother, she doesn't look like someone that hits Hamin or screams at his face bcz of his grades or choices, yet he couldn't find his own personal reason to live, I wish i was there so i can stop him and give him a slap and tell him that i would imprison him if he thinks of killing himself till the day he feel better and there will be no reason to pretect him anymore bcz he won't think anymore of suicide T-T, this is so sad maaaan and we didn't even reach the flashback of the suicide day , i think we all can't really bear the pain when the chapter comes. plz guys no one commit suicide, if u think u have depression seek help , talk to ur close people anout ur thoughts, tell the one who is causing u to hate life that he need to back off bcz he is hurting u to the point that u wish ur self dead and search for a reason to live there r plenty of reasons there, if u can't find any then remember the ultimate goal of all human beings " finding GOD within their hearts "