Idk how to feel

I read the raws up until chapter 42, since I couldn’t understand much of korean, lol I just understood their situation based on their expression, the bottom ML and the top ML started seeing each other on chapter 30+ up until chapter 42, the day that the Bottom ML and TOP ml seeing each other was also the day the TOP SML went to the bottom ML idk what they talked about tho, but from the situation I saw they were suppose to do something, not sure if it was a present time or a flashback of the two of them, welp this story is kinda confusing not because I couldn’t understand that much korean but because of the confusing feelings of the bottom ML, I do hope that he makes up his decision