i can understand that,, they are still kids though figuring out first love and what not
Yeah, i know, i just feel really bad for ue.
I couldn't have said it better, my god!!! I would pin your comment at the top of this comment section if I could...
You're totally right! And I think that's one of the central themes in the manga. Uenoyama us unburdened by what happened before, even though the rest of them carry such a heavy hurt. There's a giant hole the size of Yuki in their friend group and in Mafuyu's heart that nobody can fill. Every time I think about the premise of this story it hurts. It's so sad and painful. And they're desperately trying to heal. It's unfair to expect Uenoyama to do that. But despite everything they are healing, a little bit, and I think Uenoyama is stubborn and extroverted enough to be the right person for Mafuyu right now. However the loss of Yuki will never go away.
You know, i dont really mind them taking long to move on from yuki's death cuz i know that that's a really hard thing to do and takes a lot of time but i just really want them to start taking uenoyama's feelings into consideration. Imagine finally falling inlove for the first time and making them your bf only for them to cry bc of their ex's death whenever they see something that reminds them of him and you having to comfort them everytime. Imagine meeting your bf's childhood friends and them comparing you to the dead bf saying that hes way better than you and mentioning him every chance that they get. That's literally ue's life after he started dating mafuyu and I know that everytime yuki is mentioned, uenoyama just acts like he's pissed and angry in a jokingly way but i just know deep down that man is hurting and is probably insecure bc of all the times they compare yuki to him. I just really want them to start thinking about uenoyama's feelings especially mafuyu, cuz literally everytime uenoyama does something that reminds him of yuki or has something that was once yuki's, he immediately starts crying and then ue has to comfort him. Give that man a fucking break. Anyways, I feel like its best for mafuyu and uenoyama to take some time by themselves cuz i feel like their whole relationship is revolving around yuki rn, and that is NOT healthy. That's it for my ted talk. Bye