http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_or_hate_yeongha/?SwCF
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bj_alex/?uREp
Bj alex fits best what you wanted I think, in love or hate everyone in kinds toxic lol but there's character growth
i already read them but thanks cutie <3
He leaves the top but they get back together
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_god_of_pain_s_groom/
Kind of matches ur description if you haven't read it, mc leaves the first guy and gets with someone who actually loves him.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/burns/
Something like this one maybe? Hahaha
THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL BEINGS FOR THE RECS (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Is there any BLs where the bottom doesnt let the toxic Top have him? Like he gets revenge on the Top and leaves him and gets actual happiness instead of toxicity? Is there any BL with actual Toxic Top character growth - ive had it with the angst!