I can't believe the author is making her cry not because she can't have children but becau...

I can't believe the author is making her cry not because she can't have children but because she can't have children to please Ruve
*gag*
In the past she didn't care the child died because Ruve didn't care about the child. In the present she's told she's infertile, no tears in sight, but Ruve smiling at someone else's child oh boo hoo I can't make him smile like that. Its sad how badly she wanted to use the child as a shackle for the prince's affection and then takes the blame for the loss of the child like Ruve did nothing wrong or traumatizing and he's free of all fault. Not one word out of her mouth condemns him for how he is the reason she lost her child and they didn't have that happy life she's fantasizing about.
She doesn't deserve any kids with that way of thinking anyways