Uke was hurt/died/left/ran-away, seme extremely devastated

Ch. 1. 3/5 Satisfaction rate.

Ch. 8 The uke left. Seme felt extremely lonely without the uke. Serves him right. 2/5 satisfaction rate.

Ch. 63. The build up was so good that it made me really enjoy the chapter. That pining is what I'm looking for. Satisfaction rate: 4.5/5. I didn't see the seme's tears clearly so minus 0.5.

Ch. 36. CW: Su!cide. The uke want to unalive because the seme was an extreme trash who wants to contain him in a room. Satisfaction rate: 2/5. The seme leaves a bad taste in my mouth, don't like him at all. He's a loser.

Ch. 71. Uke dies in the arms of second lead while still thinking of seme..2nd lead is very pitiful, will never love again.
67-68. Piece of crap seme is still in denial of ukes death and went home to their old house to wait for uke. I hate him so much.
Satisfaction rate: 1/5. The seme was a narcissistic @sshole till the end.

Ch. 63 Seme reaped what he sowed. It was very simple if only you two communicated
Satisfaction rate: 3/5. The seme had a panic attack seeing the uke leave towards the ocean.

Ch. 41 It was shown in the flashback how uke died and in Ch. 21, it showed the emperors reaction towards his death. Satisfaction rate: 4/5

Ch. 73 It hurts so bad but the angst is so good. Satisfaction rate: 5/5. Such good angst that you rather have uke die for good. The semes reaction is soooo satisfying. The regret is chef's kiss.

Ch. 27 I know the uke was wrong but what happened to him is also too much. My blood pressure. Satisfaction rate: 3.5/5 I like the angst but I really want to slap the seme and cut his dick. He deserves to suffer more.

Chap 73 - Tay running away from Ilay. Let's just pray for Tay and his ass the moment Ilay catches him. Satisfaction rate: 4/5. I really like it.