On My Transphobia

Am I not allowed to be an evolving, growing person who is not yet completely finished exploring this complex and confusing subject? I don't know enough to settle my views on it. I have many questions. On something as serious as this, it's important, I think, to let your thoughts out where they can be seen more clearly, even if they aren't the right thoughts, even if they're frustrated, ignorant thoughts. I'm still learning and changing my mind on this. Is that so bad? Am I so wrong?