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idont know it hruts but it was lovely at the end
It's such trash. There is a profoundly upsetting through line about how Beom ended up in the sex industry. Dowon is a fucking idiot & so is Beom. The tits are downright feminine but they dont go ahead & make Beom androgynous which is kinda a bummer.
But every now & then they address how fucked up camwork actually is as a predatory industry & every now and then they address how difficult emotional intimacy can be when you're used to divorcing the physical from feeling
Compels me though...
This one has a QUALITY plot and EXCELLENT pacing. It's on here cuz, uh, couple B have got issues with consent and literally all of S2 are about them. So it doesnt get to go on my big shiny consent list. But it's truly well done and worth the read.
I DONT KNOW! I HAD DO MANY FEELINGS! A LOT OF THEM WERE VERY SAD! I READ IT LIKE 5 FUCKING TIMES AND WALKED AWAY UNSATISFIED FROM HALF OF THEM BUT KEPT COMING BACK GDI I DONT WANT TO WRITE FANFIC OF YAOI OFTEN BUT FUUUUUCK THIS ONE I DID HOLY HELLL
This is painful anfd fucked up and a llittle tortured but so fucking...much? that I just...i kept coming back to it again and again. I love mistaken identity and while i hate bullshit secret keeping, this story did it for me. It's on this list for a reason.
I hate this manga. I hate it. I fucking hate it so much. So, there's a movie from the 50s called the Greatest Show on Earth about a circus with a LITERAL traincrash but with SCARED ANIMALS AND TORN COSTUMES AND CLOWNS FREAKING OUT IN THE RUBBLE and that is what this is. It is that train crash from the Greatest Show on Earth. Listen to me, this is a nightmare but it's SO well executed and hurts but so hypnotic. ITS SMART AND I HATE THAT I CANT LEAVE.
idiots *sighs* but lovely - we love a respectful sex work story
HOLY ACTUAL SHIT! (BANGS POTS AND PANS TOGETHER) THIS IS THE ONE! THIS IS GAY MEN FUCKING THE WAY GAY MEN FUCK! THIS IS QUEERS FUCKING THE WAY QUEERS FUCK! THIS IS PEOPLE FUCKING THE WAY **I** FUCK! I have waited TWENTY FUCKING YEARS for THIS manga you guys holy shit. Casual sex leading to feelings the way it was meant to be!!!!!! MY SKIN IS CLEAR AND MY CROPS ARE WATERED!
Scratch Blue