this isnt bad but after awhile it starts to get predictable which is weird judging on how many plot twists are in this (which weren't even good plot twists btw) there are moments where the writing for certain characters really shines and theres the moments where it sucks really badly. At the end of the day all this felt like was trauma porn and it just made me feel for the mc. tl;dr: not bad but not over the top good either.
WTF SPOILER ALERT I thought this was gonna be a wholesome Smut story But WTF THE BLONDE GUY DIED I WAS REALLY LIKING HIM AND WTF I DID NOT EXPECT THE PLOT TWIST POOR MC WTF IS THE END EVERYTHING IS GOING IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. I FINISHED THIS IN JUST A FEW HOURS WTF THIS IS A CRAZY STORY